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Sunday, August 13th, 2006

Time:10:12 am.
Mood: crushed.
i NEED to stop talking to you.
1 kiss - black lips.

Wednesday, June 7th, 2006

Time:10:27 pm.
I HAVE A DATE ON FRIDAY!!!!!!! hopefully...yeah, i'm a happy girl.

EDIT: Ah, it's for sure now...i have a date. :)

6 kisses - black lips.

Monday, May 15th, 2006

Subject:Just a thought.
Time:6:15 pm.
Mood: headache.
Okay, so this is sort of a random update but...i guess this is just something i've been thinking about recently. When i was little, meaning like middle school, i used to wonder how people could be claustrophobic. i loved the feeling of being close to someone, in every sense of the word. After some evolving, i've become a completely different person. Now when someone gives me a hug or constanly touches me in a needy way, i immediately want to get away from them. Just to be somewhere where the air is somehow cleaner. Of course i'm thinking about someone in particular when i say this and every time they come close to me or touch me and i know that all they want is to be close to me, i can't stand it and i just feel completely stifled. Even in a room with a lot of people, i automatically feel claustrophobic and like the walls are closing in on me and the sooner i can get out, the better. i don't know if this is an affliction that needs to be cured or if it's just an observation that requires nothing other than an acknowledgment of its existence but i thought it would make me feel better to "write" it down and to hear your thoughts, if you still exist. Good day.
23 kisses - black lips.

Tuesday, May 9th, 2006

Time:5:32 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
i'm SO sick of losing people.
2 kisses - black lips.

Friday, April 28th, 2006

Subject:Oo, baby when you talk like that, you make a woman go mad.
Time:6:37 pm.
Mood: blah.
This was the worst week of my life.

The end.

That says it all folks.
8 kisses - black lips.

Monday, February 6th, 2006

Time:6:33 pm.
Mood: blank.

I'm stupid and I hate physics and history.

What do you expect from me.



my thoughts take me downtown
change up at the turnstile
go blind in the traffic
i go about it the wrong way
so what

see both pennies landed
they jumped where the sky scrapes

2 kisses - black lips.

Tuesday, January 24th, 2006

Time:12:09 am.

I saw something I was not supposed to see
A ghostly memory that keeps on haunting me

(The kitchen door was open a crack,
So naively we peeked inside)

Oh, darling sister, have they hurt you, have they hurt you?
Oh, Pretty Baby, they won't touch you
They won't touch you again
We will fix this incident


new corset!Collapse )

8 kisses - black lips.

Wednesday, January 11th, 2006

Subject:Adrien Brody
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: content.
Tell me how gorgeous my icon is.

i wish i could have sex with it.
3 kisses - black lips.

Sunday, January 8th, 2006

Subject:i don't know...i guess i'm just wishing for something that isn't real.
Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: i feel like the face looks.
show me show me show me how you do that trick
the one that makes me scream she said
the one that makes me love she said
and threw her arms around my neck
show me how you do it
and i promise you i promise that
i'll run away with you
i'll run away with you
spinning on that dizzy edge
i kissed her face and kissed her head
and dreamed of all the different ways i had
to make her glow
why are you so far away? she said
why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you
that i'm in love with you
soft and only
lost and lonely
strange as angels
dancing in the deepest oceans
twisting in the water
you're just like a dream
just like a dream
daylight licked me into shape
i must have been asleep for days
and moving lips to breathe her name
i opened up my eyes
and found myself alone alone
alone above the raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me
soft and only
lost and lonely
just like heaven
5 kisses - black lips.

Tuesday, December 20th, 2005

Subject:Pics stolen from Alyssa, Sneha, and Tina
Time:9:41 pm.
Mood: happy.
Image hosted by Photobucket.com
Alyssa's 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Collapse )
17 kisses - black lips.

Friday, December 16th, 2005

Subject:Tagged by Ryan, Miesque, and Alyssa
Time:10:24 pm.
Name 10 things that bring you JOY and tag 5 people to do the same.

1. Music.
2. Singing.
3. Cute boys (i love it when boys sing).
4. Not having school for 2 and a half weeks.
5. Feeling needed or wanted.
6. Kanye.
7. Being gorgeous.
8. Really pretty underwear or lingerie, Victoria's Secret.
9. Starbucks.
10. My amazing friends (and Dr. Fazio!).

i tag:
4 kisses - black lips.

Thursday, December 8th, 2005

Subject:i just felt the need to update 'cause it's the eighth.
Time:4:49 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Stolen from MosumCollapse )
4 kisses - black lips.

Tuesday, November 29th, 2005

Subject:On your knees.
Time:5:13 pm.
Mood: calm.
And on her 16th birthday he found out...Collapse )
13 kisses - black lips.

Saturday, November 26th, 2005

Time:11:59 pm.
Mood: lonely.
i hate that even after i spend only a couple hours with you, i come back home and all i can smell is your cologne on my hair. i hate it because it just makes me miss you even more than i should.

Thursday, November 24th, 2005

Time:2:14 pm.
Mood: happy.
Happy birthday to me.

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

Subject:Stolen from Mosum.
Time:6:03 pm.
Mood: blah.
Post an anonymous comment with 2 (or 3!) of the following:

1. A question you've always wanted to ask me. -- I'll probably answer.
2. Something you've always wanted to say to me (but would rather say anonymously). -- Please, nothing too harsh. ;)
3. Something clever, along these lines, that you've thought up on your own.
7 kisses - black lips.

Monday, November 14th, 2005

Subject:Another cool name.
Time:8:32 pm.
It should be impossible for one person to make you feel this good.
8 kisses - black lips.

Sunday, November 6th, 2005

Time:6:35 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Let's have a moment of silence for my lovely hair.

Not having power for 6 hours might be the most annoying thing ever.

Why everything that's supposed to be bad make me feel so good?
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man, I tried the best I could but...

What's your addiction?
Is it money; is it girls; is it weed?
I've been afflicted
by not one, not two, but all three.
15 kisses - black lips.

Friday, November 4th, 2005

Subject:Guess who's here!
Time:6:48 pm.
Mood: flirty.
If you guess correctly...you get an orgasm or something?
6 kisses - black lips.

Saturday, October 15th, 2005

Time:10:54 pm.
Mood: silly.
We are young
Heartache to heartache, we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield.

We are strong
No one can tell us we're wrong
Searching our hearts for so long
Both of us knowing,
Love is a battlefield.

This is kind of weird but i had a brilliant idea. i want everyone to give me a story, a quote, a lyric--anything pretty. i'll post all of them together and people can guess whose is whose! i'll do it too!!

Uh yeah, comments are obviously screened.
black lips.

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